Life In Memories

I remember the white of the ether I had been awaiting an opportunity in. It was much like the inside of a cloud that was about to erupt with woes only the oceans could tell.

I don’t  know how long I had been there for but behind there was sudden static in the otherwise silent place, my body swiftly turned to find a boy.  Huddled against him self as if he was frightened of something. “Hello there...” I announced myself while softly approaching him, I could see the red running down his legs where his hands were holding them close but was not too concerned. Nothing seemed to truly be harmful in this state of limbo.

He raised his head with tired dark eyes at me, he wasn’t startled nor did he seem surprised, though he didn’t move from that position he was huddled. “You were not ready for this were you?” I asked, now besides the boy in the ritualistic clothing from Mayan days. He could not have been older then ten.

He only shook his head back & forth lightly to confirm my answer which sent a charming smile along my lips. “Then perhaps I can be of assistance.” I said standing up with my hand out stretched to the boy, those ever so empty eyes watching me with mild curiosity now. “I can not seem to manifest myself in this world on my own, & you do not wish to die yet. If you lend me space in you body I will keep you alive until we no longer need one another.” I offered, that hand waiting for him to accept my proposition. If he did not then it was unsure as to what would happen.

I don’t know how long he stared at my hand but eventually he nodded firmly with life & sternness back in those eyes. A red soaked hand grasped onto my offered one. “You may call me Kradonous.” I said, a nod was all I received from this as the cloud around us slowly went to a blinding white then I was looking up at the black night sky. The table under me was cold & the small body I had just acquired was shaking viscously. It had to be from loose of blood.

Slow deliberate movements got me on my feet & out of the temple door to the large stair case that looked down on the tribal village. It was only moments later that I saw the full moon in the sky..& as if by insenct, began to howl something at it that the boy’s subconious was feeding me.

~Kradonous Ravonous Codwell~

Unfair Judgement From A Memory

You know I hate Katy Perry right?

Okay, maybe not hate but strongly dislike. Though I am trying to decide weather that is because she is so annoying with her music or because of the memory I have attached to her first hitting it big. 

My girlfriend at the time was really into her along with a good friend of ours at the time. So into it that we went to her concert at Six Flags over Texas during Anime Fest 2008 & I was pretty much ignored the whole time, & when I went to hold my girlfriends hand I was told that I couldn't do it with the fingers intertwined because it was too "intimate" & people from her father's work might see. But if was perfectly okay to do it with the good friend. 

A few weeks later she broke up with me & got with her. Weather she broke up with me for her is still questionable but what happened still happened. It's still something I think about when I hear her music which is what has cause me so much distress toward her music. 

After time though I feel that that's a pretty stupid reason for me to dislike someone with such catchy music. I still think alot of her songs are pretty stupid & some are way more annoying then they ever should be but I do enjoy a few of them. Like the song above, "Fireworks." I can feel how much she believe's in it when it's sung even if it is through a recording which makes it even more respectable in my book.

Her songs can be silly & way to teenage for me, but they are fun, light, dance-able & easy to get. 

So here I go giving into the mainstream of the world to get over a harsh memory I connected to her.

Do me better the second time around alright Katy Perry.

~Cyran J. Harrington~