It's Better Late Then Never

We stopped our writings due to your husband's antics about it. Having small heart attacks because he felt inferior to me as I was your first, & in my opinion still the best. But we are both past that, haha. 

Do you remember what your last writing to me was dear? About making you lay in bed all day in your naked glory? I hope you do as you said it was one of the best days in all of your lives. 

You were always so shy back then, always so timid with your body. Even when we were making love you did not want my eyes on all of you at once. You had to have something covered. Always. It had always bothered me, but I continued to let you do what was most comfortable to you because I know if I was uncomfortable with something I would dislike someone a great deal for breaking my comfort zone without my permission. I did, however, want to do this for you. I wanted to show you the part of you you had so wonderfully locked away from yourself at that time. 

I waited patiently for the day when I felt it best to do this & then my father was suddenly gone for a time. At that time my sybilings were either dead, or had "gone missing" (been ran off from the palace to save their lives.), I gave everyone else a very hushed day off in order for you to do this. On top of that I wanted to show you the library we had as it had many more books then the public library ever could, at least back then because of my father's way's of spreading the countries money around. 

I remember you waking to see me, & I remember that look of awe in you eyes. I was quite flattered even though I knew I looked good back then. It was a splendid complement. I remember each & ever action you mentioned in your memory of it, & what was I thinking? I was thinking that by the end of the day, you would see what I saw. 

A women with so much more potention then what she was giving herself credit for. A women with a mind worth more then any amount of gold someone could offer. Something beautiful that no one else could be. 

I think my mission was a success too. You wondered around all day nude as a had so smugly "ordered" you to, & you smiled through the whole thing, you never shuttered once, you never took a second look at the covers or your cloths. You seemed free in some odd aspect that day. 

Of course, once the time limit was over you put some cloths back on but afterwards you never wore as many in my presence. Like you were finally free of something that had been holding you back since you were young. 

That's what I remember of it. You may never see this but I hope I answered your question. The fact that it's out there makes me feel a bit better because it had bothered me all these years I never got to answer you. As if you were still waiting for it or some silly thing like that, but for the portability that you were...

Here it is. 

~Kradonous Ravonous Codwell~