Reality TV Can Come From Your Head Too.

1. Welcome to the House! Introduce the OC's and what their luxury item would be.

[1] Krade Derick Cullen, acoustic guitar        [2] Carolina Marie Sterling Ashmore, crossbow

[3] Isaiah Codwell, props for pranks       [4] Liberty Walgrave, Mombo - her snake

[5] Alexander Dalton, first aid kit & cooking stuff       [6] Eleanor Rucket, acting gear.

2. There are 3 bedrooms, 1 with 2 double beds, 1 with 2 single beds and 1 with only 2 matresses on the floor. Who pairs up with whom, is there an argument over who should get the better room, and how is this resolved?

Krade & Zander have some class so they allow the ladies to chose first oppose to Isaiah who immediately runs to the bedroom with the double beds hopping on the one closets to the door. (It makes sneaking people in & out easier if they have a shorter walk to the door.)

Eleanor would be too distracted by everything to go right to a room so Cali would happily take the second double bed while laying down the law to the young prince that hopefully would learn some manners while they lived together. Eleanor would happily take the single bed as she doesn't need much room. Liberty takes a bed on the floor far away from any doors or windows, she's the parinod type after all.

Zander has been taught to respect his elders, so Krade happily saunters into the open mattered on the floor making Liberty a bit less up tight about the whole thing leaving Zander with a ADHA actor in a single bed.

3. Now they've decided where they're sleeping, they make their way to the living room but find that it is empty expect for a few large and heavy boxes which hold the furniture which [1] and [4] have been told to put together within a time limit, how well do they do?

Krade moved stuff for a living for years & Liberty would most likely just try to make weapons or shelter out of everything so Krade is stuck doing everything besides asking Liberty to bring him this or that. The whole time he is doing it though he is most likely making inappropriate jokes every time he gets the chance making him not stay within the time limit but at least it looks livable. 

4. The furniture's together, now for dinner and a rest! [2] and [5] are designated for cooking first. What do they cook? Do they work well together? Does their cooking go down well?

Cali has had too many children to count anymore & was a mother to her sisters when she was younger so cooking is something she has learned how to do over the years. Zander has been rasied with a house mom & cooking was how they would spend time together most of the time so he has been taught by more then a master. 

Everyone loves the meal but maybe Liberty but for a barbarian that is to be expected. 

5. A few days pass and a relationship is growing between [3] and [6], is it a good one or is it a bad one? What measures are made to make their relationship blossom, or stop them from attacking each other on sight?

El is more of a monogamous type of person & tends not to pick up on clues, or hints, when people drop them so Isaiah's attempts at sleeping with her fail with no consequence until Cali lets her in on what was going on which makes that light bulb go off in her head. She shrugs if off though & continues to entertain everyone with her antics. 

6. A week has passed and it's time for an eviction! Someone hasn't put in their penny's worth and needs to be gotten rid of. Choose one OC, and have them say their weepy, or exuberant, goodbyes.

Cali's the mom who can be a scary bitch so no one would want to get rid of her, Krade is the clown & everyone likes to laugh, Isaiah is the slut causing all the drama, Zander is the peacekeeping-momma's boy, & El is just to darn entertaining. Though liberty is unique in her own way (hunting her own food in the yard & scaring the neighbors, she must go.

Liberty would just grab Mombo & leave to go back to her forest without saying a word. Krade would most likely be more upset not to be shearing a room anymore.

7. There's a siren in the middle of the night! [1] has tried to escape with [3] as accomplice, however they are both caught, who blames whom, and what is their punishment? Do the other house-mates suffer for it?

Krade would say that it was Isaiah idea because he had some condoms & noticed the nice looking fella's next door that had some nice looking drinks too. Isaiah would be flabergaster int he most dramatic why a Codwell could be & tell everyone why it was Krade's fault in an extravagant way. NO body knows who's fault it truly is so Cali would put them on chore duty for at least a week in which they both mumble & complain until she gives them "they look."  

8. The next task appointed for them arrives in the form of a letter and a pack of bendy wires. They pick up the letter and read that housemates [2] and [4] must make a cube using the fewest number of wires possible within 30 minutes of time. Do they manage it?

Liberty was effect for not being entertainer enough so Carolina goes to work rather quickly getting it all done in a nice timely manor using 4-6 wires. 

9. That evening, they find alcohol in the refridgerator and a karaoke machine in the living room. However, it is incredibly hard to set up and it's instructions are in Japanese. [5] and [6] are bullied into geting it sorted. How do they get on?

Zander pulls out everything laying it down nice & neat while looking over the pictures to try to figure out how it goes. El, being the fangirl that she is, has picked up enough Japaneses to get it all working in just enough time for everyone to have a good time while drinking & watching El dance about & sing in a drunkin state. Kadre would get up & dance to male people laugh as well as sing badly into the mic. Cali would stand back & watch the fun then would be on clean up duty afterwards.

10. Eviction time! Eviction this time is based upon house-mates behaviour and performance in the last week, and sadly, [1] and [3]'s escape attempt has not impressed the higher hand.

[1] or [3] must go, choose, and have them say goodbye.

Krade would begin complaining about how he didn't understand how it was such a bad thing to go mingle with other people then the house mates & Isaiah would begin to ramble on about how if there was more attractive people in the house he might now have been swayed to go so easily. Eventually they play rock, paper scissors by the Queen Bee's command where Isaiah cheats sending Krade packing.

Krade: Even though he cheated, I will be the adult & walk away from the situation so that no one else will get punished & then thank me later. However, I will say I am happy to be free from this place so that I can do what I want again. Later suckers!

11. Confessions Time! Having been together for two weeks, how do the house-mates feel about the others? How do they feel about the evictions? Let's listen to them now.

Cali doesn't mind this at all, it's actually not much different then home besides not having her lover there. Zander shrugs about it all, he tends to keep to himself & doesn't really have much of an opinion about the rest. El REALLY likes Cali as a role model because she's never really had a real mom like that before, & Isaiah finds all of this rather dumb & hates that he is in a room with the "mom" of the house but Zander is looking pretty good. 

12. [1] and [4] have become very close, and [6] is jealous and decides to confront [4] about it, what happens?

Krade & Liberty have both been evicted so El really doesn't have a reason to be jealous. 

13. Their next task is to simply tidy the house, however, they have to do it blindfold, [5] cheats and [2] does nothing, such disobedience so late in the game earns them a time-out and their luxury item is taken away, how do they cope?

Cali wasn't about to hurt herself cleaning blindfolded but her Crossbow wasn't all that useful anyways. Zander didn't even realize he was cheating by being able to see through the blindfold so he apologizes & starts to look through the kitchen to see what he can still cook without his supplies.

14. Due to the cheating in the previous task, the electricity in the building is cut, and the living room is locked off from them. [4] suggests a game of hide-and-seek, does anyone get injured in the dark? Does anyone take this moment to be naughty with another housemate?

Liberty has been evicted but El LOVES games in the dark & begins to count. Isaiah takes the opportunity to convince Zander to go to his room with him & Cali indulges El as a mother would.

15. The living room is open to them again and inside is a television, an XBOX and four Guitar Hero guitars, a not stuck on the television let's them know that it is a play-off between [3] and [6]. Who wins, and did they realise the loser would be evicted?!

El is a nerd so of course she won in which she does her happy dance around Isaiah to taunt him which just makes him raise his eye brow & begin to pack his things after wards. He got want he wanted out of one of his house mates, now to move on to the next good looking person he feels like perusing. 

16. With only three house-mates left, tension starts to rise, [1] becomes super-competitive and starts taking over any tasks given to them. [1] accepts a task before even hearing it, and it's challenging them to sit in a bath of maggots for half an hour. How does [1] react and  do they complete the task?

Krade has been evicted to & even if her was there he is terrified of bugs & would run away screaming like a little girl.

17. Another Confession. Poor [2] is starting to suffer from cabin fever and is sure the others are out to get them. Let's listen to their ranting.

Cali: I'm not sure exactly why Zander spends so much time in the kitchen looking at the food over & over again as if the options are going to change but it does worry me that he is actually trying to think of a way to get rid of me & El quicker for the game to be over. He does seem like he is getting bored after all. El on the other hand seems to be getting bored after having to much energy early on in the game which makes me wonder what she is up to...

18. The house-mates realise they are quite quickly running out of food, and find three unlabelled tins in a cupboard, with blindfolds next to them and a letter explaining that two tins are sliced peaches, one is dog-food, they must each choose a tin with their blindfolds on. Who gets the dog-food, and evicted?

Zander would hesitate before grabbing one of the cans. Cali would wait for the young ones to go first & get whatever was left. El though would grab any of them not realizing that it was a challenge before Zander could tell her & in her hast would grab the dog food. Mooping the whole time she would pack her things & leave.

19. The final task denotes the winner of the entire game, the final two house-mates are given an envelope, inside is the instrutions of their last task, they simply are.

"Choose."

Does this shock them? Do they choose themselves as the winner or the other? Do they give their own victory up, or are they selfish?

Carolina would look at Zander with a smile giving him a kiss on the forehead before congratulating him & bowing out. Zander though would try his hardest to give the winning title to her until she gave him this "look" which he knew so well from his own mother that he would take the title as winner.

20. Now it's (quite abruptly) over, tag someone!

THE END

~Cyran J. Harrington~

The Little Things

These are sometimes so hard to remember when in hard times, I do my best though because the little things are what get me by. 

I have been crazy busy with my photography, mostly editing & getting things better organized from my past self along with editing new things to get up for the viewing pleasure of many. I honestly forgot how good it felt to be behind the lens of a camera again. To capture that one moment that is happening then so that others can remember it forever. Oh man, oh man... But there is something I have noticed behind my lens, I only have two real talents, kicking a ball really far (Because I have 13 years of experience with that) & taking a hell of a good photo. This displeases me more then you know. I watch everyone else do all the crazy things up on Open Stage while all I feel I can do is take a good shot of what is happening.

It just doesn't feel right. 

I want to do more then be in the back ground. I want to KNOW more then that. I want to speak a word that moves someone. i want to dance to music & show the world a different kind of reality even if it is just for 3 short minutes. I want out of this shell I have so comfortably put myself because I know I am better then this & it's about damn time I showed the world that I am. 

In the past couple months I have done some serious evaluating of my life. Going over what I want, what I don't want, what I would like to work on, how to go about it, etc. Over all I have found that I am displeased with a lot of things. I'm not really liking where I am because I feel so...small. Is the best way to put it. I have changed so much over the year & where there is a huge part of me that is better for it, there is a whole part of me that most don't get to see anymore that, I feel, is the better part of me. There are friendship in my life that just need to not be there anymore. As much as I care about the people I feel like these relationships are unhealthy for me & over all pulling me down.

A bird can't fly if it's weighted down.

So what actions am I taking to fix this new found problem, you may ask? Simple, I am branching out. 

First & for most I am learning (with the help of some friends) how to move my body in the way I watch in owe of other's moving their's. I am learning how to make simple moments look extravagant with that help of simple tools. I am learning how to hula hoop. I am learning how to flag. I am learning poi. After that I will perfect my juggling, along with contact juggling. I am going to get Girlfriend to teach me guitar when she decides that she has time. I am also going to read (or reread, depending) some books to get together a monologue to perform to work on the different sides of myself. (I'm really learning towards doing something from Fight Club right now because I am already so familiar with it.) There is a store from high school I wish to go over to make it longer, more detailed. A bit of a short story actually.

Once I feel like I am good enough for these things I will get my happy ass up on stage & blow people away along with myself. 

Before that though I will stay to the shadows, & watch, catching moments that will never come again for that person so that the photo I take may always bring a smile to their faces. I love making people smile after all.

I am not going to be quitting photography again though, just adding more skills to my set that is lacking them. In fact my photography is going swimmingly. In the past 2 months I have most likely made a good 200 off my photography & plan to continue this trend for years to come, increasing as I go along of course. I am getting business cards this Sat, I have an official Facebook page along with an Etsy shop. I have even been keeping up with things on my deviantART. Then there is also a tumblr page just for my art. It all seems like it's slowly but surely coming to together. I am making connections, getting my name out there & have amazing people willing to support me. Hopefully I won't go crazy with my own thoughts of doubt & worry. 

Money is still pretty tight for me, even with the extra cash from my dream job. I know it's because I am doing a lot of saving for the week long cruise in October but it's still rather killing me emotionally more then anything. I have panic attacks again, I tend to be rather touchy when it comes to anything, I'm getting more & more anxious & angry over small things (small things that are big in my world but not anyone else's but still...). I do my best every day to keep myself in check which, I feel, is also taking a toll on me. Since the Girlfriend has been rather out of it lately I have kept it all kind of tucked away because I needed to hold her up, because I am a rock. I just hope I can keep doing it on my own. Monday nights make me smile & that helps me through the weeks a lot more then I think anyone knows. I also think a lot of it has to do with how busy I have been with my photography too. I literally wake up editing & go to sleep editing with little to no time for much else. Now that I am getting caught up in in though (getting everything I want up on Etsy while reediting most of everything) I feel like I will have more time for everything else after that.

Baby steps. Breathing is the number one priority, while everything else follows. It is nice to see a light at the end of the tunnel though. 

This weekend I have Scarbi on Sat, then a family shoot on Sunday, a friend wants me to do a shoot with her Monday & then Open Stage is on Monday. This next week will be beyond interesting when it comes to my photography work.

In the less good news of my personal work, my Nikon D40, that I have had since Sophomore year of high school, is finally biting it. The series of camera is no longer made anyhow so either way it is bound to happen sooner or later. (Just wish it had been later) On top of that my computer that I have had since my 17th birthday is finally biting it as well. Sometime next week I plan on looking around more intensely on prices of these two along with quality. If I am lucky I will find a computer with a payment plan I can get on & a DSLR camera that is used but not out of my price range. Before I consider what camera I get though i will be looking at all of the specs & going around to local stores along with researching online about what is what to make sure i am getting EXACTLY what I want. When it comes to me tool of trade I will not fuck around. I'm hoping by the end of the year (if I keep saving like I am) I will be back on track with everything I need for my trade (Even some pretty new lenses.)

I do have some very exciting news besides my Photography happenings, I got the summer camp counlser job for the YMCA. This has me thrilled. I will be working full time all summer long with kids. (You have no idea how much those kids brighten my day but that doesn't mean I want one) Also, my site director has just put in her weeks notice after finding another job. By next year I may actually be the Site Director at Allen Elementary in Frisco making a good portion more then what I am making right now. 

I. Am. So. Excited. 

We will see though. If it does happen there is going to be a lot of changes at the site & some of the kids may not like it & act out about it but we will be sure to have fun because that's what they should be having. 

Another exciting news is that I may have found a soccer team for my age group to play on. It's a little pricey but over all, I think it will be well worth is. I am still waiting for more details on the tryouts & all that jazz but once I know I am sure to post something. This was the high light of my day today when i got this email for a meetup group. I am crossing my fingers & if things go my way I will be picking up where I left off by June 8th.

A-kon is just around the river bend as well, I'm hoping to pull together SOMETHING cosplay wise at the sorta last minute. One of the I already have & the other I want to do shouldn't be to hard to scramble together if AT&T doesn't take all my money away. Ugh I'm getting tired of them. I have not gotten a bill yet that I haven't had to call them about. Annoying. As. Hell.

In June & July I will be writing more forgiveness letters as much as i don't actually want to but I need to. It's going to get me to the next step in life. If I have the time I may actually do one on Mother's Day, depending on how busy I am with everything else. 

Over all, I am doing my best to remember that the little things are the things that matter the most. My loyalty, my honestly, the little furriers in my life, the roof over my head, the job I love, the girl I wake up next to everyday & come home to, the camera that's getting me started & the friends that I helping me through it all while walking with me. 

The little things will get me by. 

~Cyran J. Harrington~

Sharing The Art

Last night (Feb 11th) Girlfriend & I went on a date to the 4th Underground show for ArtLoveMagic (A local art community here in Dallas) & had a BLAST! It was my first Tag show to ever go to & the first of it's kinds date for Girlfriend. 

Walking in all we saw was artiest for yards to the left & the right. Many of them doing live art. So many people too, it was like being at an anime convention all over again. I couldn't wait to get down there & look at all the art. It all seemed invigorating,new & overall exciting. 

The first thing we came across was the Circus Freaks. We only got to see one of their shows (sadly) but they were dressed the part & the show we did see what a poy spinner, Little G. He normally does fire spinning but since it was an inside event that was next to impossible to do. The dubstep music was great & the blinking glow sticks (which were the fire substitutes) spun like crazy & he intracnced us all that were sitting there. After Little G's number was done it was hands on work shop time! The fact they they offered this made me smile. It gave a chance for anyone who wanted to learn how to do what they were doing to try it & get some tips to perfect it. It was nice to see people wanting to help others for once in the art community. 

 These are some shots of Little G doin his grove thang. Haha! Also, on another are we got from them, we found out that they do a show every MOnday night at the House of Poets from 8pm-9pm then have the hands on workshop from 9pm-12am. It's $10 to cover & it's 21 & up. 580 W. Arapaho Road, Suite 199 Richardson, Tx 75080.

That is something that has bothered me alot of the art community (Not sure if it's just around here or in general but...) there seems to be a lack of willingness to help one other. Everyone says they they want to help however they can to get other people to their dreams but then turn the other check & it drives me mad. One of the reasons I adore ArtLoveMagic so much cause they are actually willing to help one another advance. 

Aralyn Mcgregor wasn't the next artist we encountered but it's one that defiantly caught our eye. As soon as I can afford it I will be looking in to her art to buy. It was soft & pleasant & caught you in a moment for several moments. You can't quite put your finger on it but it holds you there & makes you think. The other thing that I liked about her art is that there was alot of women power pieces. I'm always looking for artists that show a side of something for it's strengths, not it's weaknesses. 

Brandy Collins is an artist we actually bought from! She had little 5x7 prints of her paintings, that she dropped the price (after us getting confused about it all) to 4 for a dollar. So we got Guitar Kiss, Searching for a constant, & the other two I can't find on her site, but they were all wonderful pieces. This though (I can't find the name for it.) was my favorite. I didn't get to buy it but I plan to when I get the money for it because it was just so eye catching. The other things I really enjoyed about about the artiest was that she engaged us. When we took an interest in her art she imidiately turned around & began to talk to us & ask how we were & so forth. It's so nice to be acknowledged by a friendly person. 

Pink Light images  was SO much fun & gave me along of inspiration for my own photography. She had a wooden booth with with some lights hanging about & in the back she had some people from the show come in & paint the back to look like a solar system. The lighting was great & she was so happy & fun with her pink hair that she was something to remember. It didn't seem like she was there to make money, she was there to put smiles on people's faces. Her bubble gum pink hair was something worth remembering, for sure.  I'm impatient to see the photo's of Girlfriend & I. There was also a 5x7 print I really liked & wanted to see if she had a bigger copy of. (Here's her image of us! That was super fast!) If you want to see all of them then just go to events, & then to underground 4! 

The Killer Art was AMAZING. I had never seen something like this before. He took slabs of metal, carved an outline into them, then "painted" it with a BLOWTORCH. We got to see him to it all & MAN OH MAN WAS IT COOL. If either of us could of afford it we would have gotten a an art piece from him. But we have his website & I would like to ask to see if he would be willing to do a Ra piece for me. The wall hangings is more of what we saw at the show.

This is The Killer Art at work. It was an amzinv thing to watch & if I would of been smart I would of taken a video, but...I did not think of it. So here are some photos.

 Cori Berg I don't actually remember that much but Girlfriend picked up her card because it was pretty. (Just like her huh? Haha!) But none the less her stuff seems great, & she's pretty. Can't go wrong there can you?

Called To Be An Artist had wonderful stuff. I was really impressed by some of her photography & the different techniques she used. The only thing that turned me off was how out there Christian she was. I'm super glad she is religious & has found her path that fits her shoes but to put a bible in someone's bag when they buy things from you isn't something I would ever recommend. She was sweet &, again, I loved her art for the art. It all looked great & we even bought a few prints from her "Against abuse" series (I believe that's what it was.) Her paper flowers were what originally caught our eye to begin with.

Three of One if three different people that all work together for their art. They just all happen to be brothers! I find that family businesses are the best kind & it seems like these three are really pulling it off! We bought a piece from these guys too particulerally Jerod Alexander Davies who does the body painting art. We bought the one of the girl with the cherry blossoms on her shoulder, but everything we saw here was wondrous! More then something we enjoyed. I'm actually considering it they need any more models for the body art because I would love to become an art piece even if I did have to be nude. I don't think I would be too worried about it around these guys anyways because if you are around an artist nude, it's not like being around anybody nude. It's overly hard to explain in words on a blog, just trust me on this one. 

There were plenty of other artist there as well but these were just the card we happened to pick up. I can't wait for the next show to happen & I also can't wait til I can get my own booth in one of them

I plan on sitting down this week & getting some business cards planned out because this morning I woke up with a photography name in mind... Relic Photography then my tag line will be "Capture the moment, you'll never get it back." I'm kinda looking to see what people think of this name or if you would like to give me an suggestion sin a comment I am more then willing to consider them! After I settle on all of that I will be getting a websit together through my good friend Style Geek. Expect more pictures sometime this week & by tomorrow I plan on having my first forgiveness letter us. 

~Cyran J. Harrington~

P.s. Here are the other photos we took while at the event that are not of the artist listed but of the artist doing live art to show off their talents to the world. Along with some goffy things of Girlfriend & I. 

 Every event ArtLoveMagic has a place with a bunch of paper on it with art supplies so that you can express yourself!

 Sadly we didn't get this artist name but we loved the colors in his work & the style. He/They also did the head on a plater thing above this pic. (Left is Girlfriend, Right is me!)

The last 8 shots were all live artist that we took photos of but never got cards/names.

These last three shots were of live body art which is always fascinating to me. 

Head Is Held HIgh

Oh man oh man, what can I say. Things are all falling in to place right now & I'm more then happy for it to finally happen.


I started yesterday at the YMCA after school program & literally I had a dream an exact scene that happened yesterday less then 6 months ago. I remember waking up from the dream KNOWING I needed to work with kids. It's amazing how my life works it's self out this way. It was the longest Da ja vu I have ever had too. That made me feel like I was closer to my spirituality more then anything in the world. I'm on to something & I'm going to keep going with it.


On the other hand it makes me feel like I'm not making my own choices that someone (Or something) else has laid out for me, which is some what nerve wracking, but I feel no ill intention behind it so I will continue chugging along. After yesterday though I feel like my life is beginning to come together for the first time in so very very long. The kids yesterday were great, & the environmental was even better. There were a few things that the kids asked/said I had a hard time responding to but I think, for a first timer, that I handled them smoothly.


I am happy with this change, & I am proud of myself for making it happen. For the first time in Ra knows how long I am looking forward to my life's future....If you only knew how good it is to say that, to say it & believe it with all of my soul. If you only.


On top of that work load I have already had someone come to me & ask me to do their wedding pictures in 2013. The grome has also asked me to do some commercial work for the company he works with. It was very exciting & quite a challenge. I took it on with the best of my ability though & have not heard bad things back so I am assuming all was well with the photos. This boost my confidence a crazy amount & gets me wanting to pick up my camera more & more. I have also been going back & looking over my old stuff to see what I can change about which photos to build some new portfolios. It's exilerating. Here are some examples.

These are just the one's I've really touched so far.I do hope you enjoy them. Man has my vision changed since I last did all this stuff. In a good way though. I understand alot of the things I didn't before after the long break. 

On top of all that the Bride that I had mentioned from the wedding above as came to me after we talked one night & told me that I helped her find a path after a while of shearing. This. Was. An. Amazing. Feeling. Last year sometime I had decided that this was the type of person I would become. The helper, the light, the thing people could look for to get them to their next step in this arms race. 

I am succeeding in this, & I can not express to you how happy this makes me.

I have wanted to be that for so long & I could never figure out why it never happened but it is now. I'm excited, I'm enthralled, I can't wait to help the next person. I'm finally living up to my own expectations for the first time &...just...yeah. It's.... riveting is the best word I could find for it. 

On top of that I have also finished the first row out of three in my Runes study, which is great & I'm really starting to get the hang of it all. The only part that I'm having a hard time with is connecting them all together once they are pulled & in front of me. Girlfriend is better at that so we are going to sit down one day (soon I hope) to help each other out. I will be teaching her the Rune's & then she will be teaching me how to work the puzzle of them. Good bonding time for us too. 

Last but not least Charming of the Plow was this past Sunday & I can see us as a group advancing which is something else that excites me to no end. We are a family unit & you can really see it all happening. We are all growing together & even though we get mad at one another from time to time, over all you can see the love. 

I can not express how great it is to finally have a family in my life. I stable one that WON'T turn it's back on me in times of anything. Even if I am being the stupidest person alive. The have helped me more then they probably know, don't want them getting a bit head after all haha, & I'm not sure where I would be right now without their help. 

Man am I happy right now. Lots of stuff to be happy about too. Lots & lots & lots. 

So the last thing on my list is saying that I have no free weekends this month. Between new job trainings, dates, & my 21 BIRTHDAY PARTY. YEAH! Then there is moving. But it's all good positive things to be doing on my weekends. 

I can't wait to see what the future holds. For the first time in a very long time I'm not scared of tomorrow. 

I am liberated after 21 years.

~Cyran J. Harrington~